...what would you do? what would you risk? what would you take? what would be left behind? what would be You?
I play my life safe, stay in the boundary, do the hard works that normally get you to places. I stay in one place, minimize the travel, save what can be saved, cook at home, wear decent clothing, drive used car, rent apartment nothing exotic. I study late at school, workout in school gym, play game online, pirate movies, listen to internet radio, things that don't cost. I socialize in school clubs but deny fraternity membership, volunteer but avoid parties, I trade the risk of having drinking, smoking, drug-abusing, sex addicting problems to have a conservative circle of friends, people who I drink coffee with but hardly visit or invite over.
but if I could start over
many things may stay the same because there are certain values that I want to keep. but i wanna go places where i dont know the language, read magazines by looking photos, eat things that give me stomachache. major not in engineering but piano, worry not about how to make money but be a freelance architect with "pure design focus". paint graffiti on my one room studio walls, owns a $4000 stereo system (thats how much my car costs). go to school in daytime, breakdance at night. wake up one day at age 30, no house, no career, no wife, no life, and write a masterpiece and die.
No, Im kidding, but what would you do? :")